Sunday, June 26, 2016

Discipleship and the Cross

(Thirteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time-Year C; This homily was given on June 25 and June 26, 2016 at St. Patrick Church in Cumberland, R.I.; see Luke 9:51-62) 

In our Gospel for this Thirteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time we encounter the awesome mystery of our Lord's cross.  Not only was Christ willing to suffer and die on the cross for the salvation of the world, but we discover in Sacred Scripture that He was well aware of what would happen to Him long before the events of Good Friday and the Crucifixion.  Three separate times in the course of his public ministry Jesus called aside His disciples and announced to them all that awaited Him: 

"Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem; and the Son of man will be delivered to the chief priests and scribes, and they will condemn him to death, and deliver him to the Gentiles to be mocked and scourged and crucified, and he will be raised on the third day."
-Matthew 20:18-19

Jesus Christ knew that He was going to suffer greatly and die, and yet St. Luke's Gospel this morning reveals how he greatly desired to go to Jerusalem anyway!  We hear:  

When the days for Jesus' being taken up were fulfilled, he resolutely determined to journey to Jerusalem. 
-Luke 9:51 

He resolutely determined to make His way to Jerusalem.

He was completely set and totally driven to complete that journey to the cross.


Jesus Christ is not a masochist.  He is not seeking the agony and the suffering of Calvary for suffering's sake.  He is simply driven and compelled by love to pour Himself out as a living sacrifice for us.  Jesus Christ is "resolutely determined to journey to Jerusalem" because He wants to give His life for the forgiveness of sins and the salvation of the world.  That one thought, that singular desire, utterly consumed Him.

There is a popular author and business consultant named James Collins who has written several bestselling books on leadership and corporate success.  It is his conviction, backed by solid data, that corporations and companies able to rise from simply good to truly great are not led by geniuses or charismatic gurus.  It is not the case that the men and women who have graduated from Harvard, or who have IQ's that are off the charts, are the ones that find great success in leadership.  He contends that the ones who reach the highest level (what Collins describes as Level-5 leadership) are often mediocre from an external perspective.  But what they have in common are two essential characteristics: humility and a fierce resolve.

Level-5 leaders, contends Collins, possess tremendous humility.  They do not have to be the center of everything that is happening all the time; in fact, they do not even want to be.  They are not afraid to pass on the credit for the great things that are happening under their charge.  Furthermore, they are completely resolute to see the project through to the end, no matter what the obstacles.  They have a tenacious will and a compulsion to bring about a successful end result.

We discover in the Gospel that long before James Collins, before such things as Level-5 leadership or Fortune 500 companies, Jesus Christ modeled the tremendous humility and fierce resolve that would culminate in the salvation of the world.  In the Gospel for this weekend, however, he encounters some would-be disciples that are much less determined or prepared to follow Him in that endeavor.

By all means, the people Christ engages in the Gospel this weekend appear very well-intentioned.  The first one says to Christ, "I will follow you wherever you go" (Luke 9:57).  This man had an eagerness to follow the Lord!  We can only imagine his reaction when Jesus responds, "Foxes have dens and birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to rest his head" (Luke 9:58).  Jesus is basically communicating to this person, "Are you sure you want to follow me wherever I go?  You might not know where your next meal is coming from; you may not have a roof over your head.  Are you really resolved to be my disciple?" 

The second encounter begins with the initiative of Christ Himself.  After calling the man to follow Him, and receiving the response that this man wants first to go home and bury his father, Jesus replies, "Let the dead to bury their dead.  But you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God" (Luke 9:60).  Some Scripture scholars contend that the father may still be living and that the son simply wants to remain at home and attend to his father until his time on earth is over.  Nonetheless, Jesus' meaning is clear.  If we wait until 5 years from now to follow Him, or if we hear the voice of Christ inviting us to follow Him and we put off that invitation until tomorrow or the next day, then we will never become His disciple.  There is tremendous urgency in the awesome invitation to follow Christ, and nothing less is at stake than eternal life.

Perhaps the interpretive key to understanding this very challenging Gospel passage is to be found in the final encounter, where that would-be disciple says, "I will follow you, Lord, but first let me say farewell to my family at my home" (Luke 9:61).  It is easily the most reasonable request so far.  Astoundingly, Jesus shoots that one down, as well!  Instead He states, "No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God" (Luke 9:62). 

The Fathers of the Church see in this reference to the plow an image of the cross.  A plow, they explain, is a configuration of wood, bound together by iron.  Jesus Christ would be bound to the wood of the cross, fastened there by the iron that was driven through His body.  In that sense, what He is communicating to the would-be disciple, and to us, is that we cannot fully embrace the cross and continue to look back on our former way of life at the same time.  True discipleship entails that we put our hand to the plow, embrace the cross as we experience it in our lives, and consistently move forward with Jesus Christ.

A few verses earlier, in St. Luke's Gospel, Jesus proclaimed, "If any man would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me" (Luke 9:23).  He will later go on to say "Whoever does not bear his own cross and come after me, cannot be my disciple" (Luke 14:27).  The cross is inseparable from the path of discipleship and the vocation of following Jesus Christ.  Knowing that the cross awaited Him in Jerusalem, our Lord "resolutely determined" to go there and offer Himself as a living sacrifice for love.  In our own crosses, He invites us to that same self-gift.

St. Josemaria Escriva, whose feast day we celebrate today, would often say, "A day without the cross is like a day without God."  He was not speaking negatively or cynically, but from his own experience and from a heart filled with faith.  St. Josemaria had come to see that, in those moments when he was able to accept and even embrace the contradictions of daily life, God was never more present to him.  He came to recognize that God is the one who helps us to carry our crosses and to walk ever more closely with Jesus Christ.  A day without the cross is like a day without God.

Every one of us in the Church this morning, without exception, carries some cross.  It may be a small cross, or many small crosses; we may simply be beset by numerous annoyances and difficulties.  On the other hand, some of us may be carrying a cross that seems so heavy and overwhelming that we wonder if we will even be able to bear it.  Our crosses could be temporary setbacks, challenges that will all be resolved in time.  They could also entail afflictions that last for years on end.  Whatever the case may be, we can be assured that we are not alone in the burdens that we carry.  Jesus Christ walks with us, helps us to carry our crosses, and helps us to cooperate with Him in that self-giving love through which He redeemed the world.

This morning, in the strength given to us by Christ, present to us in the Eucharist, may we discover a greater awareness of those two attributes that make not just good business leaders but also great Christian disciples: humility and a fierce resolve.  With deep humility we acknowledge our tremendous need for God.  We need Jesus Christ to grant us the grace and the forgiveness that He was "resolutely determined" to offer us from the cross.  At the same time, we move forward with Him, fiercely resolved to offer our lives to Him and to those around us.  With humility and a fierce resolve, we commit ourselves once again to being true disciples of Jesus Christ.

Sunday, February 28, 2016

Why Suffering? When Bad Things Happen to Good People

This homily was given as a Lenten Reflection on the Diocese of Providence's Website for the Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy.  It was also given on February 27 & 28 at St. Benedict Church in Warwick, R.I.; See Luke 13:1-9.

Sunday, February 07, 2016

What is the Worst Thing in the World?

And, in the Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy, 
what is the very best thing in the world?

Please listen prayerfully to this week's homily 
to discover the answers:

5th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Sunday, January 31, 2016

Disposed Towards Mercy

Pope Francis Opens the Holy Door for 
the Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy

(Fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time-Year C; This homily was given on January 30 and January 31, 2016 at Holy Spirit Parish in Central Falls, R.I.; see 1 Corinthians 13:4-13, Luke 4:21-30 and CCC, #1812-1829)

We are currently in the heart of what Pope Francis has proclaimed as the Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy, an entire year to celebrate the great mercy of God poured out for us in the person of Jesus Christ.  There could be no greater cause for jubilation than the celebration of God’s mercy, His forgiveness from the cross, His desire for each and every one of us to enter into eternal life with Him!

Yet I would suggest, with sorrow, there are some who may not be able to join in that celebration.  There are, in fact, some who would actually be excluded from this celebration of God’s mercy. . . Now, I know how very negative that must sound.  Sadly, however, it is true.  There are some who would be excluded from the great celebration of God’s mercy not because God or the Church does not want them to experience it, but because they themselves are not disposed towards it.  If someone is not prepared for, or even stubbornly resists God’s mercy, then that person would not be able to celebrate all that God desires for them.

The example I would offer is one we just listened to in our Gospel for this Fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time.  We hear about Jesus Christ proclaiming God’s mercy in the synagogue at Nazareth.   He is addressing the people that should have known and loved Him most of all, but instead they completely reject Him.  By the end of the Gospel they are trying to force Him to the brow of the hill "to hurl him down headlong" (Luke 4:29).  There is no greater obstacle to love than to throw the Beloved off a cliff!   These people were not at all disposed to receive the love and mercy of God.

The Gospel this weekend reminds us that receiving the love and mercy of God is not like getting wet by standing in the rain.  God’s mercy does not, and cannot, simply fall upon us without any response on our part.  We do not, and cannot, receive forgiveness in some impersonal and passive manner.  We do not, and cannot, enter eternal life by default.   We need to be disposed towards these treasures from God.  Our hearts need to be prepared and we need to respond to God’s completely gratuitous gift in Jesus Christ.

The way that happens par excellence is through our participation in the life of virtue.

St. Paul, in the First Letter to the Corinthians that we listen to this weekend, names the three great “theological” virtues: faith, hope and love.  The theological virtues prepare the soul for God, making it ready for a full and fruitful participation in Christian life (see CCC, #1812-1814).  The Church teaches that these virtues are “infused,” poured into our hearts as a completely free gift from God.   We do not acquire the theological virtues by working really hard at them.  If we want to have more faith, deeper hope, and the strongest love, there is only one sure way to get there: Ask God for it!  God holds Himself back from no one who asks Him for these gifts.

But in addition to asking for and receiving these remarkable and life-giving theological virtues, we also have to respond willingly to them and persevere in our relationship with the God who gives them to us.  The Gospels and the lives of the Apostles are instructive for us.

We begin with FAITH.  Faith is the virtue by which God awakens and animates the soul, preparing it for a life-long relationship with Christ.  In the Gospels Jesus Christ walks right into the lives of St. Peter and his brother St. Andrew, into the lives of St. John and St. James, while they are fishing.  He reveals Himself to them and suddenly they are captivated by the desire to be with Him, to follow Him.  They become His disciples and their lives are forever changed.  The same thing happens with St. Matthew, the tax collector, sitting at the customs post.  St. Matthew is in the wrong place, doing all the wrong things.  Suddenly Jesus Christ walks into his life and Matthew’s soul comes alive.  He is compelled to change, to see God and those around him in a new way.  In a word: Matthew is compelled to follow Christ.  That’s faith!

This morning Jesus Christ comes right into our lives.  The Church teaches that when the word of God is proclaimed in this sacred assembly, it is Jesus Christ that speaks to us.  When we listened to the call of the Prophet Jeremiah this morning, when we heard the words of St. Paul about the virtues, when we heard about Jesus Christ in the synagogue at Nazareth, Jesus Himself was speaking to us.  He is in the tabernacle here, now.  He will be on the altar, really and truly present for us and with us.  He animates our souls this morning and awakens them for faith.  How are we able to respond with the desire to follow Him more closely,  to live our lives entirely for Him?

The theological virtue of HOPE likewise disposes our hearts towards God, making them more prepared to share in His divine life.  Hope is not some vague feeling that somehow everything will just work itself out in the end.   Hope is not some general desire that the future will somehow be better than the way things are today.  St. John of the Cross describes hope as a force rooted not so much in the future but primarily in the memory, in the events and circumstances of the past.  We look back on the wondrous works of God and take courage in His overwhelming providence and love towards His people.  God has always loved and cared for those who place their trust in Him.  The saints and the martyrs, even through seemingly impossible trials, were provided for and not abandoned.  God has always been faithful to His promises.

The man or woman of faith looks back on the great history of the Church, or even at the various events and circumstances of his or her own past, and stubbornly insists that this same God who has never failed to love and care for His people will remain faithful even now.  They say, "Lord, I do not see how I will be able to get through this difficulty or how you will provide for me, but I trust in you and in your promises.  Fiat voluntas tua.  Be it done unto me according to your word."  That's hope!

But the "greatest of these," says St. Paul, "is LOVE."  Love (or charity) as a theological virtue, is the very power of God broadening our hearts and disposing them towards a deeper participation in divine life, a greater love for God and neighbor.  Love is not a rush of feelings or some passing emotion.  "Love is strong as death" (Song of Songs, 8:6), strong enough to overcome the grave.  When we receive this supernatural virtue and become docile to love in our daily lives, suddenly we can love God and those around us like never before.  Jesus Christ challenges us to love even our enemies.  How could we ever do that without this supernatural virtue that comes to us from God?  Love can change our lives, can even change the world, if we let it...if...

Clearly the people in the synagogue this morning have not allowed this love to change their lives and their hearts, never mind the world around them.  Jesus gives two examples of God's merciful love to show them that there can be no limits to the call and mission of God's holy people.  He says:

There were many widows in Israel in the days of Elijah when the sky was closed for three and a half years and a severe famine spread over the entire land.  It was to none of these that Elijah was sent, but only to a widow in Zarephath in the land of Sidon.  Again, there were many lepers in Israel during the time of Elisha the prophet; yet not one of them was cleansed, but only Naaman the Syrian.
-Luke 4:25-27

The widow in Zarephath is not an Israelite.  Naaman the Syria was a foreigner.  Jesus is trying to show the people in the synagogue that there are no limits to the mercy of God, that He desires us to be changed and transformed, capable of loving Him and all those that we encounter.

Their response: Fury.

They were enraged and wanted to throw him off the brow of the hill.  They were unable to participate in and celebrate the love and mercy of God, even though Love and Mercy incarnate was standing right in front of them.  They were not disposed toward the gift of God freely offered from the heart of Christ.

Are we?

This week we ask God to increase within us the theological virtues of faith, hope and love.  We ask for an increase of these virtues in our hearts and in our Church, so that we may be well disposed to receive all that God desires to bring into our lives, and, through us, into this world.  Living the theological virtues more completely in these coming days, may we be all the more ready to embrace and welcome the mercy of God in this Extraordinary Jubilee of Mercy.

Sunday, November 22, 2015

Beauty Will Save the World

(Solemnity of Christ the King-Year B; This homily was given on November 22, 2015 at Paul VI Chapel in Meriden, CT.; See John 18:33-37)

In his first encyclical letter, Lumen Fidei, our Holy Father Pope Francis reflects on a scene from Dostoevsky’s novel, The Idiot.   It is the scene where Prince Myshkin is looking at a famous painting of Christ in the tomb.  The image, painted by Hans Holbein, is a particularly brutal and graphic rendering of the effects of Jesus’ death.  Prince Myshkin, somewhat taken aback, says, “Looking at that painting might cause one to lose his faith.”

Yet Pope Francis, in Lumen Fidei, insists instead that “it is precisely in contemplating Jesus’ death that faith grows stronger and receives a dazzling light” (Lumen Fidei, 16).  The more we consider all that Christ endured, all that He was willing to go through in order to save us from our sins and throw wide open the gates of heaven, the more we grow in faith and in appreciation for that beautiful self-offering of Jesus Christ for us.

Further on in Dostoevsky’s novel, Prince Myshkin begins to feel the effects of his own weakening condition, a debilitating disease that is threatening to consume his life.  But suddenly, even in the midst of his suffering, he glimpses for a moment how beautiful and harmonious the gift of life truly is.   It is an experience that floods his soul with joy, even to the point of ecstasy, and his entire perspective begins to change.  Attributed to Prince Myshkin, then, is the astounding claim: “Beauty will save the world.”

He does not mean that beauty in some general way will save the world, but that beauty has the capacity to open our hearts to something beyond our own often compromised and burdened experience.  Even under the weight of our crosses and even when the darkness seems to surround us, beauty can find a way through and connect us once again with God.

Beauty will save the world.

But the question we are forced to ask ourselves this weekend is: Will it save Paris, France?  Will beauty save the City of Brussels, that is under the same threat in these dark days of terror?  Will beauty save our cities, and the world we live in today, from an even greater threat than fundamentalist Islam: the radical secularization that is threatening to remove God from all semblance of public life?

Rampant in our culture is this sense that faith and God have no place in the world.   If there is any value to faith at all it is only as a private devotion, hardly worth living for and certainly not worth dying for.  Church, faith, God, become an extra, an aside, peripheral in the grand scheme of earthly life.  We definitely should be concerned with the evil of terrorism and the violence that besets our cities, yet secularization has the potential to destroy much more than human life here on earth.  It threatens to remove souls from the presence of God, for all eternity. 

Will beauty save the world?

In the middle of the City of Paris is a small patch of land called the Île de la Cité, the Isle of the City.  On that small island stands what is perhaps the most beautiful and remarkable cathedral in the western world: Notre Dame Cathedral.  There is nothing immediately beautiful, however, the moment one walks into that historic church.   The environment is dim, and the walls are rather bare.  There are some paintings and statues, and some rather plain stained glass windows just above eye-level.  The massive columns that hold up the cathedral are ornamented with leaves and foliage meant to symbolize Eden recaptured.   It is impressive, but not overwhelmingly so. 

Yet once the eyes begin to adjust, the expanse of Notre Dame begins to draw them upward to the vaulted arches and the magnificent cathedral ceiling.  The radiant and brilliant stained glass windows, set impossibly high above the apse, and the great rose windows in the north and south transepts, flood the soul with images of Christ and the Blessed Virgin Mary, the saints, the angels, the virtues and heaven itself.  The very structure of Notre Dame captivates the soul and ignites within it a deep desire and longing.

The point that the architects of Notre Dame had in mind, of course, is that this world is solid and strong; it is awesome and possesses a beauty all its own.  It is a wonderful and substantial place, but it is simply not enough.  We are made for much, much more than this solid and substantial place.  We are made for heaven, for eternity, and for an everlasting life in the presence of God and the angels and saints.  This is not our home, but there is a place more beautiful than we could possibly imagine, and it awaits us and beckons us even now.

In our Gospel for this Solemnity of Christ the King, Jesus Christ the King of the Universe is being confronted and interrogated by a man.  How ironic and paradoxical is that?  Jesus Christ stands before Pontius Pilate, who does not recognize Him.  He questions Christ and asks, “Are you the King of the Jews?”  Jesus’ answer is astounding, even for us who believe in Him and His kingship:

My kingdom does not belong to this world.
—John 18:36

 How remarkable, that Christ the King would say such a thing.  But then He clarifies his answer:

If my kingdom did belong to this world, my attendants would be fighting to keep me from being handed over to the Jews.  But as it is, my kingdom is not here.
—John 28:36

The kingdom and the reign of Christ is not an earthly kingdom.  One day it will be, and that is something we pray for incessantly every day:  “Thy kingdom come, thy will be done.”  We anticipate and even hasten the day when that reign will be fully established on the earth (see 2 Peter 3:12).   But we are reminded daily that this kingdom of Christ is not like the kingdoms of the world.  It is different, and because it does not belong to this world we are called to live our lives completely for that kingdom that will last forever, where we will be eternally united to God.  Everything we do and all that we strive for must be informed by, inspired by and focused on that kingdom.

The great English writer, C.S. Lewis, once said that the men and women who did the most for this world (think of the saints, the great writers, artists and architects, the men and women of God that helped build entire cultures and established hospitals and universities) were the men and women who thought mostly of the world to come.  Aim at heaven, he said, and you will get earth thrown in with it.  Aim only at earth, and you will get neither!

But we are living in a world where fewer and fewer people think mostly about the world to come.  So many people today live their lives as if this were the only world there is, or ever will be.  Their lives are preeminently and, in some cases, entirely, focused on earth, and they stand to lose it all.  What will catch their attention, awaken their desire for heaven and eternal life, and captivate their souls with the one, necessary thing (Luke 10:42) that alone will truly satisfy them?

Beauty will save the world.

This morning, Beauty Himself comes to us here and speaks to us in the Sacred Scriptures.  Beauty Himself will come down from heaven and dwell with us here on this altar.  Beauty will most certainly save the world.  But the question we must ask ourselves this morning is whether or not we will allow Beauty to save us, and to send us out into the world, to be the beautiful face of Jesus Christ, the King.

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Crisis of Vocations

The Healing of Bartimaeus

(30th Sunday in Ordinary Time-Year B; This homily was given on October 24, 2015 at Holy Ghost Catholic Church in Providence, R.I. and on October 25 at St. Magaret's Catholic Church in Rumford, R.I.; See Hebrews 5:1-6 and Mark 10:46-52)

Every high priest is taken from among men and made their representative before God, to offer gifts and sacrifices for sins.

. . . No one takes this honor upon himself but only when called by God, just as Aaron was.
—Hebrews 5:1 & 4

These words that we listen to in our second reading this weekend, from the Letter to the Hebrews, refer to the priesthood as the people of Israel knew it in the Old Covenant, under Moses and Aaron.  But those words are equally applicable in reference to the priesthood we are all familiar with in the New Covenant.  One of the reasons why the Church gives us that passage from Sacred Scripture in the liturgy this weekend is because it reveals essential truths about the priesthood of Jesus Christ.

Every Catholic priest is taken from among the people and made their representative before God, to offer gifts and sacrifices for sins.

No one takes this upon himself.  No one.  Only when called by God.

People will often ask me, “How did you know that God was calling you to the priesthood?”  On one level that is a very difficult question to answer; anyone’s personal relationship with God is something that is deeply personal and mysterious.  But on another level it is something that can be explained and put into a rather reasonable response. 

I was in my mid-twenties and had been, for some time, considering the vocation of marriage.  It was a time in my life that I was really beginning to grow in my Catholic faith; I was actively praying for and seeking marriage and family life.   I really desired to know what God wanted for my life.  I was open.  Wide open.  I even considered the possibility of being a missionary.

Suddenly, at around that same time in my life, I felt a powerful and rather fearful/awe-filled sense that God was asking me to do something else.  I felt that He was asking me to be a Catholic priest.  I did not actually hear God speaking to me out loud, nor did I see a vision of God that communicated these things to me.  But I felt the presence of God in my heart drawing me to this one, constant and compelling thought.

No one takes this upon himself . . . Only when called by God.

God called me to the priesthood, and my response to that call is my vocation.   I am a Roman Catholic priest because God called me.

The word “vocation” comes from the Latin word “vocare,” which means, “to call.”  Every vocation in the Church begins with a call from God.    And certainly you have heard, many times over, that there is a vocations crisis in the Church.  As rector of the college seminary here in Providence I would not argue against that at all.  There are many more priests retiring each year than there are men entering the seminary; the number of those completing their service in the Church is greater than the number of those being ordained.  It is definitely a crisis in the true sense of that word.

But I would suggest strongly this weekend that there is not a crisis in vocations to the priesthood only.  Not at all. 

In fact, we know statistically that there are fewer and fewer young men and young women approaching the altar of God for the Sacrament of Matrimony in the Church today.  How disturbing, based upon what we know of the supernatural grace of God present in the life of a married couple receiving this sacrament, the divine assistance to help them in their new life together.   We know that this sacrament, this vocation, this call from God, has the potential to bear tremendous fruit in the lives of that newly married couple and in the lives of those around them.  But more and more couples today are not responding to that call and the grace of that sacrament.

We know, statistically, that fewer women and fewer men are responding to the call of God—vocare—to religious life and consecrated life.  There are not nearly as many religious sisters in the Church as there once was, and even fewer religious brothers.

There is not only a crisis of priestly vocations in the Church.  There is a crisis in vocations, period.

I would even say that there is a crisis within vocations today in the Church, a crisis involving those who have already said, “yes” to God: in the priesthood, in religious life and in marriage.  Why would I say that?  Because many of the Churches that used to be full are now empty!  The vitality and fruitfulness that God calls for within each and every vocation is not taking place. 

People are choosing to stay home on weekends or attend other community events instead of coming here to receive the Blessed Sacrament of the Eucharist, to be strengthened in their vocation and in their apostolic life (many, I would suggest, are not even aware that they are called to an apostolic life).  There is a vocations crisis within the Church today because outside of the Church there are thousands and thousands of souls who have never heard the message of the Gospel!   There are people all around us, people that we know and love, who so often experience shame, guilt and confusion because they do not truly know God.  So many people get dragged down by sins that wreak havoc in their lives, not knowing that they are infinitely loved by God and that He longs to grant them forgiveness and mercy in Jesus Christ.

We are the ones God has called and commissioned to bring that awesome message to the world around us (see Matthew 28:19-20), with our words and in the way that we live our lives.   Are we listening to that call?

The Gospel of Mark that we listen to this weekend provides a beautiful and poignant example of how God calls us to know Him, and how we are invited to respond to that life-long and life-giving encounter. 

St. Mark tells us that Bartimaeus, a blind man, “sat by the roadside begging” (Mark 10:46).  He was a truly helpless man, unable to see all that he wanted to see and unable to do everything he wanted to do.  He was a man in the dark, and he knew that there was not a man or a woman alive that could ever change that.  Only the Messiah could bring him the healing that he longed for, only the son of David. 

Suddenly Bartimaeus hears that Jesus of Nazareth is passing by; there is a sizable crowd moving towards him, voices and the shuffling of feet.  Bartimaeus, from the depths of a heart filled with faith, begins to cry out, “Jesus, son of David, have pity on me” (Mark 10:47).  They tried to silence him, but his heart had already been stirred by the presence of the living God!  He cries out all the more, “Jesus, son of David, have pity on me” (Mark 10:48).

Every vocation, every call from God, begins with a humble recognition that we are utterly helpless and needy before God.  How helpless?  How needy?  We are so desperate before God and so needy that the Son of God had to suffer and die on the cross to save us.  Now that is desperate!  The mercy and love of God that we hunger and thirst for comes to us from that total self-offering of Jesus Christ who came “to give his life as a ransom for many” (Mark 10:45).  Do we want that?  Do we really, really need it?

Every true and fruitful vocation in the Church has to begin with this humble acknowledgment and a cry for the help that only God can give.  “Jesus, son of David, have pity on me” (Mark 10:48).

The moment Bartimaeus begins to cry out, Jesus hears him.  Remarkably, though, the Lord does not Himself go to the blind Bartimaeus.  He does not Himself immediately call that helpless, needy man.  No, he turns to the disciples and says to them, “Call him” (Mark 10:49).  “You,” Jesus is saying, “You, who were content to keep him silent.  You call him!”  One of the reasons for a lack of priestly vocations today is certainly because many people in the Church have failed to identify and encourage the young men God is calling to this fruitful and vital vocation.  Such was not the case in the Gospel this weekend.

The response of Bartimaeus when he hears that Christ is calling him is striking.  St. Mark tells us:

He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
—Mark 10:50

How odd, that “he threw aside his cloak.”  Why did he do that?  The Fathers of the Church tell us that he is casting aside the old self, his old way of understanding things.   He is making a clean break with the past and going to Jesus Christ to receive new life. 

Obviously, when we encounter Christ and receive that call to follow Him, we must get rid of all the sins that keep us from growing in holiness and the fullness of life in Christ.  If there is any unrepentant sin in our lives, obviously it has to go.  If there is an addiction to pornography (rampant in our culture today), to alcohol, drugs, or even to another person; if there is any sinful habit, destructive relationship, anything at all that blocks our vocation in Christ, then it has to be cast aside.

But by all means that cloak does not represent only bad and sinful things.  We are called not just to let go of bad things, but also to sacrifice even good things in order to follow Christ more closely.

St. Jose Maria Escrivá comments on this scene, where Bartimaeus throws aside his cloak and goes to Christ, and says it is represents the sacrifice we are called to make as disciples of Jesus Christ. 

Escrivá describes a time during the Spanish Civil War when he had come upon a battlefield just after a major campaign had been fought.  The entire field was literally covered in army coats that the soldiers had abandoned—thrown aside, like Bartimaeus—as the battle raged on.  There were also water bottles; sacks filled with personal items like pictures or letters from loved ones.  All of these items had been left behind by the victors, those who had won the fight!  They were willing to sacrifice even those good things in order to win the victory that day.  How much more willing should we be to make sacrifices in our lives to be victorious and fruitful in the vocation we receive from Jesus Christ? 

Finally, we can learn a great deal from that dialogue between Jesus and Bartimaeus that begins with our Lord's question:

What do you want me to do for you?
—Mark 10:51

It should seem rather obvious what Bartimeaus wants, but Jesus, nonetheless, wants Bartimaeus to want it, even more.  “Master, I want to see,” (Mark 10:51) he replies.  And as he receives his sight, we are told, he immediately followed Jesus on the way.  He became a disciple of Jesus Christ. 

How often do we enter into that dialogue with God called prayer?  How often do we speak to God from the depths of our hearts and ask him to heal our spiritual blindness, to open our eyes to all the needs around us and to those places where we need to see a change and transformation in our lives and in our world?

Today, we ask God for the grace to recognize how desperately we need Jesus Christ, and how desperately He desires to give His life for the salvation of the world.  We cry out, “Jesus, son of David, have pity on me” knowing that He is already calling out—vocare—to us.  We ask Him to open our eyes to the vocation He is calling us to, or to open our hearts within the vocation that we have already received, that we may truly be faithful and fruitful in making Jesus Christ known and loved in the world we live in.